1 00:00:01,297 --> 00:00:05,885 [♪ Musical swirl ♪] 2 00:00:08,596 --> 00:00:11,307 [Rocks clattering] 3 00:00:23,110 --> 00:00:27,907 [Woman vocalizing] 4 00:00:27,990 --> 00:00:33,579 ♪ ♪ 5 00:00:37,583 --> 00:00:40,378 ♪ Oh, child, come on in. ♪ 6 00:00:40,461 --> 00:00:43,297 ♪ Jump in the water. ♪ 7 00:00:43,381 --> 00:00:46,258 ♪ Got no trouble with the mess you been. ♪ 8 00:00:46,342 --> 00:00:49,178 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 9 00:00:49,261 --> 00:00:51,972 ♪ ♪ 10 00:00:52,056 --> 00:00:56,185 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 11 00:00:56,268 --> 00:00:57,895 ♪ ♪ 12 00:00:57,978 --> 00:01:00,940 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 13 00:01:01,023 --> 00:01:03,651 ♪ Oh, child... ♪ 14 00:01:03,734 --> 00:01:06,737 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 15 00:01:06,821 --> 00:01:08,114 ♪ Got no trouble. ♪ 16 00:01:08,197 --> 00:01:09,573 ♪ ♪ 17 00:01:09,657 --> 00:01:12,576 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪ 18 00:01:12,660 --> 00:01:15,538 ♪ ♪ 19 00:01:15,621 --> 00:01:18,958 ♪ Walk on the water. ♪♪ 20 00:01:23,379 --> 00:01:27,258 [background voices] 21 00:01:41,355 --> 00:01:43,649 MATTHEW: But where would be a good place to start? 22 00:01:43,732 --> 00:01:44,608 PHILIP: For you? 23 00:01:44,692 --> 00:01:45,901 - Yes, for me. 24 00:01:45,985 --> 00:01:47,027 The Law of Moses? 25 00:01:47,111 --> 00:01:48,654 The prophecies of Isaiah? 26 00:01:48,737 --> 00:01:49,905 The wisdom of Solomon? 27 00:01:49,989 --> 00:01:50,990 - Mm. 28 00:01:53,284 --> 00:01:55,077 For you, I think Psalms of David. 29 00:01:55,161 --> 00:01:56,537 A good start. 30 00:01:58,247 --> 00:01:59,373 - I'm ready. 31 00:02:00,541 --> 00:02:01,667 - For example, 32 00:02:01,750 --> 00:02:04,420 "To the choirmaster, a psalm of David. 33 00:02:04,503 --> 00:02:07,298 "If I ascend to heaven, you are there. 34 00:02:07,381 --> 00:02:10,634 If I make my bed in the depths, you are there." 35 00:02:11,844 --> 00:02:12,845 - And...? 36 00:02:12,928 --> 00:02:14,472 - Just that. 37 00:02:14,555 --> 00:02:15,514 Just a few more minutes. 38 00:02:15,598 --> 00:02:17,975 Thank you for your patience, folks, thank you. 39 00:02:18,058 --> 00:02:20,019 - But I'm not planning on ascending to heaven 40 00:02:20,102 --> 00:02:21,896 or making my bed deep in the depths. 41 00:02:21,979 --> 00:02:23,564 -You asked for a passage. 42 00:02:23,647 --> 00:02:25,357 - Yes, but one that could help me understand how 43 00:02:25,441 --> 00:02:27,943 you and everyone else knows more. 44 00:02:28,027 --> 00:02:28,986 - That's what I know, 45 00:02:29,069 --> 00:02:30,488 and what you must come to believe 46 00:02:30,571 --> 00:02:33,991 if you want to make any meaningful study of Torah. 47 00:02:34,074 --> 00:02:35,659 - I don't understand. 48 00:02:35,743 --> 00:02:36,952 Excuse me. 49 00:02:35,743 --> 00:02:36,952 EMOTIONAL WOMAN: Yes? 50 00:02:37,036 --> 00:02:38,537 Can you tell me what happened with Jesus. 51 00:02:38,621 --> 00:02:39,663 EMOTIONAL WOMAN: He healed me! 52 00:02:39,747 --> 00:02:40,790 - Healed you of what? 53 00:02:40,873 --> 00:02:42,166 EMOTIONAL WOMAN Epilepsy! 54 00:02:42,249 --> 00:02:43,250 - Yes, and how long have-- 55 00:02:45,336 --> 00:02:46,754 - Say it back to me. 56 00:02:50,174 --> 00:02:52,259 - "If I ascend to heaven, you are there. 57 00:02:52,343 --> 00:02:53,928 "If I make my bed deep in the depths, 58 00:02:54,011 --> 00:02:55,554 you are there." 59 00:02:55,638 --> 00:02:57,348 - There's nowhere you can go, 60 00:02:57,431 --> 00:02:59,975 no heights you can climb to in your intellectual mind, 61 00:03:00,059 --> 00:03:01,977 no depths you can reach in your soul, 62 00:03:02,061 --> 00:03:03,687 where God is not with you. 63 00:03:05,022 --> 00:03:06,440 Do you get it? 64 00:03:06,524 --> 00:03:07,733 - I think so. 65 00:03:09,193 --> 00:03:12,780 - No amount of learning can bring you closer to God, 66 00:03:12,863 --> 00:03:15,699 or you make you more or less precious to Him. 67 00:03:15,783 --> 00:03:17,785 He's always right here, right now, 68 00:03:17,868 --> 00:03:21,247 with you, and for you. 69 00:03:21,330 --> 00:03:23,582 - But I don't feel it. 70 00:03:23,666 --> 00:03:25,125 - The feeling doesn't always come first. 71 00:03:25,209 --> 00:03:27,211 Sometimes you have to believe first. 72 00:03:27,294 --> 00:03:29,171 - Believing a thing does not make it true. 73 00:03:29,255 --> 00:03:30,381 - That is wisdom. 74 00:03:30,464 --> 00:03:32,800 But these aren't not just any words. 75 00:03:32,883 --> 00:03:34,802 They are David's, in Scripture. 76 00:03:34,885 --> 00:03:35,886 - But how do you know 77 00:03:35,970 --> 00:03:37,388 whether David was only talking about himself, 78 00:03:37,471 --> 00:03:38,722 and not about everyone else? 79 00:03:38,806 --> 00:03:42,226 He did say, “If I ascend” not “If people ascend.” 80 00:03:42,309 --> 00:03:43,102 - It almost sounds like 81 00:03:43,185 --> 00:03:45,062 you don't want it to be true. 82 00:03:45,145 --> 00:03:46,188 - Excuse me, 83 00:03:46,272 --> 00:03:48,107 can you please tell me what happened with Jesus? 84 00:03:48,190 --> 00:03:49,108 EXCITED MAN: Are you with Him? 85 00:03:49,191 --> 00:03:50,818 - Yes, yes, we are His students. 86 00:03:50,901 --> 00:03:52,027 - Oh, thank you!! 87 00:03:52,111 --> 00:03:54,613 [laughing] 88 00:03:56,782 --> 00:03:57,658 - Are you okay? 89 00:03:57,741 --> 00:03:58,742 [annoyed] - I'm fine. 90 00:04:01,704 --> 00:04:02,913 So, with the passage from David... 91 00:04:02,997 --> 00:04:04,915 I'm just trying to understand. 92 00:04:04,999 --> 00:04:07,876 - The trying is the thing. 93 00:04:07,960 --> 00:04:10,087 Meditate on it for a few days and come back to me. 94 00:04:10,170 --> 00:04:11,839 You're always writing things down. 95 00:04:11,922 --> 00:04:13,465 Try writing it down several times. 96 00:04:13,549 --> 00:04:16,176 Something about writing it down that goes a long way. 97 00:04:16,260 --> 00:04:18,095 - That's what I say, too. 98 00:04:18,178 --> 00:04:20,806 - Matthew, I think we've only just begun to know 99 00:04:20,889 --> 00:04:22,224 all you can do. 100 00:04:22,308 --> 00:04:23,976 MAN WITH JESUS: I've been healed, I've been healed!! 101 00:04:24,059 --> 00:04:27,229 Thaddeus, Little James, you're up! 102 00:04:28,272 --> 00:04:29,398 MAN WITH JESUS: I've been healed!! 103 00:04:31,525 --> 00:04:32,526 - How's the line? 104 00:04:32,610 --> 00:04:33,569 - It's getting longer. 105 00:04:33,652 --> 00:04:34,903 I'll come back out soon and help you, 106 00:04:34,987 --> 00:04:36,697 I won't take my full break. 107 00:04:36,780 --> 00:04:37,823 - Where's Nathanael? 108 00:04:37,906 --> 00:04:39,116 It's my turn to replace him. 109 00:04:39,199 --> 00:04:40,200 - Said he's staying through, 110 00:04:40,284 --> 00:04:41,410 doesn't want to stop his shift. 111 00:04:41,493 --> 00:04:42,703 - Philip, take my place, 112 00:04:42,786 --> 00:04:44,121 see if you can make some headway, 113 00:04:44,204 --> 00:04:45,205 he's scary good. 114 00:04:47,875 --> 00:04:49,585 - There have been over 60 people already, 115 00:04:49,668 --> 00:04:51,503 with 50 waiting in line currently, 116 00:04:51,587 --> 00:04:52,671 not including lepers 117 00:04:52,755 --> 00:04:54,715 and others who are still in line. 118 00:04:56,342 --> 00:04:58,385 - Did you say over 50 in the line right now? 119 00:04:58,469 --> 00:04:59,803 - Yes. 120 00:04:59,887 --> 00:05:01,388 - How long is this going to last? 121 00:05:01,472 --> 00:05:03,265 - Well, it depends on each encounter you have-- 122 00:05:03,349 --> 00:05:05,184 - Never mind, I get it. 123 00:05:07,311 --> 00:05:08,312 [background voices] 124 00:05:09,396 --> 00:05:10,439 - Matthew. 125 00:05:10,522 --> 00:05:11,690 - Yes. 126 00:05:11,774 --> 00:05:13,567 - Did you get some ideas from Philip? 127 00:05:13,651 --> 00:05:16,236 - Yes, from the songs of David... 128 00:05:16,320 --> 00:05:18,947 the passage to study before we learn more. 129 00:05:19,031 --> 00:05:21,116 - "If I ascend to heaven, you are there. 130 00:05:21,200 --> 00:05:22,534 "If I make my bed deep in the depths, 131 00:05:22,618 --> 00:05:23,452 you are there..." 132 00:05:23,535 --> 00:05:24,370 - It's still bleeding. 133 00:05:24,453 --> 00:05:25,329 - What? 134 00:05:25,412 --> 00:05:26,580 is that from the firewood from before? 135 00:05:26,664 --> 00:05:29,166 - Yes, and then, when I pushed back the man 136 00:05:29,249 --> 00:05:30,376 that was rushing the line, 137 00:05:30,459 --> 00:05:33,128 I cut it more on his bag. 138 00:05:33,212 --> 00:05:35,589 Hand me that rag. 139 00:05:35,673 --> 00:05:36,799 PHILIP: That same man you speak of 140 00:05:36,882 --> 00:05:38,509 bumped into me on his way out, 141 00:05:38,592 --> 00:05:40,177 after Jesus healed his wife. 142 00:05:42,805 --> 00:05:46,100 I believe he's one of the men who arrived here last night. 143 00:05:46,183 --> 00:05:47,935 BIG JAMES: Almost a four-hour walk this morning 144 00:05:48,018 --> 00:05:51,063 and we didn't even have a moment to settle in. 145 00:05:51,146 --> 00:05:53,315 I mean, it's great what He's doing, obviously, 146 00:05:53,399 --> 00:05:56,902 but I wish it would have happened tomorrow. 147 00:05:56,985 --> 00:05:58,153 - What is happening? 148 00:05:58,237 --> 00:06:00,072 [chuckles] 149 00:06:00,155 --> 00:06:01,824 What are we part of? 150 00:06:01,907 --> 00:06:04,076 - Is it wrong to say I have no idea? 151 00:06:04,159 --> 00:06:05,911 - No, it makes me feel better. 152 00:06:05,994 --> 00:06:09,707 - I think that I haven't had time to think about it. 153 00:06:09,790 --> 00:06:13,085 All this time my parents, I just know, hate it. 154 00:06:13,168 --> 00:06:14,169 Other than that, 155 00:06:14,253 --> 00:06:15,879 I figured Thomas and I would get our answers 156 00:06:15,963 --> 00:06:17,256 from the rest of you. 157 00:06:17,339 --> 00:06:20,217 - The word is already spreading so fast. 158 00:06:20,300 --> 00:06:21,719 I didn't think about that. 159 00:06:24,388 --> 00:06:27,099 Have you thought about the fame from all of this? 160 00:06:27,182 --> 00:06:28,434 - I wouldn't mind being famous. 161 00:06:28,517 --> 00:06:30,352 - Ha! I'm not surprised. 162 00:06:30,436 --> 00:06:32,521 PHILIP: It's not as fun as you might think. 163 00:06:32,604 --> 00:06:33,814 - I cannot remember a time 164 00:06:33,897 --> 00:06:35,190 I did not think about the Messiah 165 00:06:35,274 --> 00:06:36,859 at least once a week. 166 00:06:36,942 --> 00:06:38,569 My whole life I prayed and prayed 167 00:06:38,652 --> 00:06:40,279 that He would come during this time, 168 00:06:40,362 --> 00:06:43,615 and I just hoped that I would at least get to see Him. 169 00:06:43,699 --> 00:06:45,909 But to be close to Him, like this? 170 00:06:45,993 --> 00:06:47,536 A nobody like me, I-- 171 00:06:48,746 --> 00:06:50,497 What's not fun about that? 172 00:06:50,581 --> 00:06:52,207 - You call today fun? 173 00:06:52,291 --> 00:06:54,585 - Maybe not fun, but good. 174 00:06:54,668 --> 00:06:57,880 But with this fame comes enemies. 175 00:06:57,963 --> 00:06:59,882 You will be hated, too. 176 00:06:59,965 --> 00:07:01,175 MATTHEW: I'm used to that. 177 00:07:01,258 --> 00:07:02,801 - Well, you were protected. 178 00:07:02,885 --> 00:07:04,553 And your enemies weren't powerful. 179 00:07:04,636 --> 00:07:06,096 - Speaking of enemies... 180 00:07:06,180 --> 00:07:08,515 if someone had told you growing up, 181 00:07:08,599 --> 00:07:11,310 that you would be a student of the Messiah. 182 00:07:11,393 --> 00:07:12,686 You. 183 00:07:12,770 --> 00:07:13,896 You would be close to Him, 184 00:07:13,979 --> 00:07:16,482 and you will help Him in His mission, 185 00:07:16,565 --> 00:07:18,901 what would you have thought? 186 00:07:18,984 --> 00:07:20,819 - I would have said, 187 00:07:20,903 --> 00:07:23,822 “Sorry, I'm a girl, ask my brother.” 188 00:07:23,906 --> 00:07:25,616 BIG JAMES: Fair enough. 189 00:07:25,699 --> 00:07:26,575 But, really, Thomas... 190 00:07:26,658 --> 00:07:28,160 - Hmm? 191 00:07:28,243 --> 00:07:29,870 - What would you have thought? 192 00:07:29,953 --> 00:07:31,497 - I would have thought, 193 00:07:31,580 --> 00:07:33,749 “I don't have military training.” 194 00:07:33,832 --> 00:07:36,502 That's still a problem, actually. 195 00:07:36,585 --> 00:07:38,003 - Exactly. 196 00:07:38,086 --> 00:07:39,505 When I was a child, 197 00:07:39,588 --> 00:07:42,633 I used to think how amazing it would be to see Messiah 198 00:07:42,716 --> 00:07:44,468 kill all the Romans on my street. 199 00:07:44,551 --> 00:07:45,928 And I wanted to help Him. 200 00:07:46,011 --> 00:07:48,514 I trained every day with a wooden sword. 201 00:07:48,597 --> 00:07:51,350 - Yes, and I have this scar that proves he was pretty good. 202 00:07:52,893 --> 00:07:54,228 - I used to imagine 203 00:07:54,311 --> 00:07:56,480 that the Romans would break into our home, 204 00:07:56,563 --> 00:07:59,817 and I would be hiding under the bed with a knife. 205 00:07:59,900 --> 00:08:02,945 And just when they came to get me, 206 00:08:03,028 --> 00:08:08,534 Messiah would rescue me at the last moment. 207 00:08:08,617 --> 00:08:11,245 - I didn't think we'd be spending our time healing-- 208 00:08:11,328 --> 00:08:13,705 well, watching Him heal. 209 00:08:13,789 --> 00:08:15,082 And they'll never stop. 210 00:08:15,165 --> 00:08:16,917 The people come the more they hear about it, 211 00:08:17,000 --> 00:08:19,753 and we're just going to be doing this the next five years 212 00:08:19,837 --> 00:08:21,630 and we'll never get to the fighting part. 213 00:08:21,713 --> 00:08:24,842 PHILIP: Eager to bring out that wooden sword of yours, are you? 214 00:08:24,925 --> 00:08:28,595 - Do you honestly not know what I'm talking about? 215 00:08:28,679 --> 00:08:32,015 - I guess I haven't had any expectations, 216 00:08:32,099 --> 00:08:34,685 that's probably why it's a little easier for me. 217 00:08:34,768 --> 00:08:36,228 I can remember as a little girl 218 00:08:36,311 --> 00:08:38,230 hearing about how someone would save us someday, 219 00:08:38,313 --> 00:08:41,817 but I don't remember much about it. 220 00:08:41,900 --> 00:08:44,319 Why is it you expect a warrior? 221 00:08:44,403 --> 00:08:46,655 - Zechariah. 222 00:08:46,738 --> 00:08:49,366 “For I will gather all the nations against Jerusalem 223 00:08:49,449 --> 00:08:50,659 "to battle, 224 00:08:50,742 --> 00:08:52,536 "and the city will be captured. 225 00:08:52,619 --> 00:08:54,538 "Then the Lord will go forth 226 00:08:54,621 --> 00:08:57,082 "and fight against those nations, 227 00:08:57,165 --> 00:09:00,085 "as when He fights on a day of battle. 228 00:09:00,168 --> 00:09:02,629 "On that day His feet will stand on the Mount of Olives, 229 00:09:02,713 --> 00:09:04,882 which is in front of Jerusalem on the east--" 230 00:09:04,965 --> 00:09:06,133 - Yes, yes, yes, 231 00:09:06,216 --> 00:09:08,385 the Mount of Olives will be split in two 232 00:09:08,468 --> 00:09:09,595 from east to west, 233 00:09:09,678 --> 00:09:11,638 and half of it will move, all this craziness, 234 00:09:11,722 --> 00:09:14,308 but we don't even know when this is going to be, 235 00:09:14,391 --> 00:09:15,976 if it's even in this lifetime. 236 00:09:16,059 --> 00:09:17,561 JOHN: Here's what I also do not understand. 237 00:09:17,644 --> 00:09:19,146 Isn't the Messiah supposed to come 238 00:09:19,229 --> 00:09:21,565 at a time when all is holy? 239 00:09:21,648 --> 00:09:23,400 That's at least what you've been telling me. 240 00:09:23,483 --> 00:09:24,735 RAMAH: What is that from? 241 00:09:24,818 --> 00:09:28,280 - Even a prophetic poem from the rabbis 242 00:09:28,363 --> 00:09:30,616 not so long ago. 243 00:09:30,699 --> 00:09:33,911 “And there shall be no unrighteousness in them 244 00:09:33,994 --> 00:09:36,079 "on his day, 245 00:09:36,163 --> 00:09:38,206 "for they shall all be holy 246 00:09:38,290 --> 00:09:41,376 and their king shall be the Lord Messiah.” 247 00:09:41,460 --> 00:09:42,377 - I guess that's why the Pharisees 248 00:09:42,461 --> 00:09:43,670 do not think He is the one, Mary. 249 00:09:43,754 --> 00:09:45,923 You have to help clean out the Red Quarter first. 250 00:09:46,006 --> 00:09:48,425 [laughing] 251 00:09:48,508 --> 00:09:51,345 - I don't think He's waiting for us to be holy. 252 00:09:51,428 --> 00:09:54,640 I think He's here because we can't be holy without Him. 253 00:09:58,894 --> 00:10:02,314 - Whoa... that's good. 254 00:10:02,397 --> 00:10:04,316 The Baptizer will want to use that. 255 00:10:07,569 --> 00:10:08,737 LITTLE JAMES: Big James, 256 00:10:08,820 --> 00:10:10,364 they need you to help with crowd control... 257 00:10:10,447 --> 00:10:12,574 people were bickering, and getting physical, 258 00:10:12,658 --> 00:10:14,493 and I can't help much in that department. 259 00:10:14,576 --> 00:10:15,327 - Bickering? 260 00:10:14,576 --> 00:10:15,327 - Yeah. 261 00:10:15,410 --> 00:10:16,161 - Are you serious? 262 00:10:16,244 --> 00:10:17,329 - Yes. 263 00:10:17,412 --> 00:10:18,288 I'm going to use my sword on them 264 00:10:18,372 --> 00:10:19,456 before the Romans. 265 00:10:21,583 --> 00:10:23,752 - So... 266 00:10:23,835 --> 00:10:25,712 Let's see here, how are we doing? 267 00:10:25,796 --> 00:10:26,797 [laughing] 268 00:10:26,880 --> 00:10:29,091 PHILIP: Well, how do I put this? 269 00:10:29,174 --> 00:10:30,759 Ehh.... 270 00:10:30,842 --> 00:10:32,052 - What? Are you serious? 271 00:10:32,135 --> 00:10:33,178 I'm worse off than I was! 272 00:10:33,261 --> 00:10:35,180 - Yes, yes, you are. 273 00:10:35,263 --> 00:10:36,640 - I thought you said you were good at this. 274 00:10:36,723 --> 00:10:38,016 - I thought I was. 275 00:10:38,100 --> 00:10:39,268 - I can't get out of this now. 276 00:10:39,351 --> 00:10:40,143 - Sorry, James. 277 00:10:40,227 --> 00:10:41,103 - Ugh. 278 00:10:43,021 --> 00:10:44,022 [sighs] 279 00:10:45,649 --> 00:10:47,317 So, what was everyone talking about? 280 00:10:47,401 --> 00:10:48,735 - Eh, not much, 281 00:10:48,819 --> 00:10:51,780 just prophecy, our growing fame, 282 00:10:51,863 --> 00:10:52,948 the Messiah healing disease 283 00:10:53,031 --> 00:10:54,449 instead of overthrowing the Romans, 284 00:10:54,533 --> 00:10:55,909 small topics like that. 285 00:10:55,993 --> 00:10:57,661 - Well, I'm not sorry I missed it. 286 00:11:00,372 --> 00:11:01,873 I'm ready for this day to be over. 287 00:11:03,667 --> 00:11:05,419 - What about out there? 288 00:11:05,502 --> 00:11:06,878 Anything happen in your short shift? 289 00:11:06,962 --> 00:11:08,380 -No, it's the same as all day. 290 00:11:10,841 --> 00:11:12,134 One thing that is annoying me, though, 291 00:11:12,217 --> 00:11:15,053 is these people, they are believing in Him, 292 00:11:15,137 --> 00:11:16,304 and praising Him-- 293 00:11:16,388 --> 00:11:19,266 and don't get me wrong, that's great-- 294 00:11:19,349 --> 00:11:22,352 but it's because He's healing them. 295 00:11:22,436 --> 00:11:23,437 The Samaritans. 296 00:11:23,520 --> 00:11:26,398 - Yeah, it was pretty much what He said. 297 00:11:26,481 --> 00:11:27,399 That's all they needed. 298 00:11:27,482 --> 00:11:29,359 - I know. 299 00:11:29,443 --> 00:11:30,777 I just don't know how many of them 300 00:11:30,861 --> 00:11:33,196 would believe in Him if He wasn't healing them. 301 00:11:36,742 --> 00:11:39,494 - So, I have to ask... 302 00:11:39,578 --> 00:11:42,289 [chuckling] - I think I can guess. 303 00:11:42,372 --> 00:11:43,999 - I have two questions. 304 00:11:44,082 --> 00:11:47,753 Forgive me, but I speak plainly. 305 00:11:47,836 --> 00:11:50,422 What is your malady? 306 00:11:50,505 --> 00:11:52,090 Forgive me, I don't mean to offend. 307 00:11:52,174 --> 00:11:53,216 - It's fine. 308 00:11:53,300 --> 00:11:55,886 It's a form of paralysis, 309 00:11:55,969 --> 00:11:57,345 it's caused problems since birth. 310 00:11:58,805 --> 00:12:00,515 MARY MAGDALENE: It's almost time for evening meal. 311 00:12:00,599 --> 00:12:01,683 Are you hungry? 312 00:12:04,352 --> 00:12:07,230 - So then why... 313 00:12:07,314 --> 00:12:12,444 I mean... why hasn't He healed you? 314 00:12:12,527 --> 00:12:14,613 How do you watch all these healings today? 315 00:12:14,696 --> 00:12:15,739 Does it bother you? 316 00:12:17,074 --> 00:12:21,328 - Whew! Fair questions. 317 00:12:21,411 --> 00:12:24,414 Um... I'm still trying to figure out 318 00:12:24,498 --> 00:12:27,167 how I feel about all of this. 319 00:12:27,250 --> 00:12:31,421 I mean, I suppose one big thing is that I haven't asked. 320 00:12:31,505 --> 00:12:32,547 - Why not? 321 00:12:34,674 --> 00:12:36,051 - I don't know. 322 00:12:39,262 --> 00:12:43,975 - If I had your... struggle, 323 00:12:44,059 --> 00:12:47,229 and I was watching what was happening today, 324 00:12:47,312 --> 00:12:49,356 I'd demand it. 325 00:12:49,439 --> 00:12:51,316 - I don't know if I should. 326 00:12:51,399 --> 00:12:53,443 It just doesn't feel right. 327 00:12:53,527 --> 00:12:55,070 You know, and I suppose I've just been grateful 328 00:12:55,153 --> 00:12:58,031 that He called me to follow Him in spite of it, but-- 329 00:12:58,115 --> 00:13:00,534 it's never come up, not even once. 330 00:13:00,617 --> 00:13:02,327 I'm just afraid that if I mention it to Him, 331 00:13:02,410 --> 00:13:08,083 it will make Him change His mind about me, or something. 332 00:13:08,166 --> 00:13:11,336 [Thomas laughing] 333 00:13:11,419 --> 00:13:14,840 - I'm pretty sure He knows your situation. 334 00:13:14,923 --> 00:13:16,174 It's not like if you point it out, 335 00:13:16,258 --> 00:13:17,092 He'd be surprised. 336 00:13:17,175 --> 00:13:18,009 - That's true. 337 00:13:18,093 --> 00:13:18,885 [laughing] 338 00:13:18,969 --> 00:13:20,387 MARY MOTHER: Mary! 339 00:13:20,470 --> 00:13:21,763 - Let's go. 340 00:13:23,265 --> 00:13:24,933 MARY MOTHER: So good to see you! 341 00:13:25,016 --> 00:13:27,310 MARY MAGDALENE: So good to see you! 342 00:13:27,394 --> 00:13:28,645 MARY MOTHER: So glad to be here. 343 00:13:28,728 --> 00:13:30,772 MARY MAGDALENE: We thought you were coming tomorrow. 344 00:13:30,856 --> 00:13:31,857 MARY MOTHER: Well, some friends 345 00:13:31,940 --> 00:13:35,152 were able to come with me earlier, 346 00:13:35,235 --> 00:13:36,820 so they dropped me off today 347 00:13:36,903 --> 00:13:39,322 and they are seeing some family in the area. 348 00:13:39,406 --> 00:13:42,033 - You'll be with us for a little while, yes? 349 00:13:42,117 --> 00:13:44,619 - Through the Feast, and then we'll see. 350 00:13:44,703 --> 00:13:47,122 Oh, Philip, shalom! 351 00:13:47,205 --> 00:13:48,248 What are you doing here?! 352 00:13:48,331 --> 00:13:50,000 - I'm with your Son now. 353 00:13:50,083 --> 00:13:51,418 - Is John all right? 354 00:13:51,501 --> 00:13:53,336 I haven't spoken to him in a while. 355 00:13:53,420 --> 00:13:54,296 - John is fine, 356 00:13:54,379 --> 00:13:55,422 but he said the time was now, 357 00:13:55,505 --> 00:13:58,091 so here I am, trying to make myself useful. 358 00:13:58,175 --> 00:13:59,092 MARY MOTHER: Uh-huh. 359 00:13:59,176 --> 00:14:00,635 THADDEUS: Mary, this is Matthew, 360 00:14:00,719 --> 00:14:02,262 he wasn't with us at the wedding. 361 00:14:02,345 --> 00:14:05,223 MARY MOTHER: Oh, shalom, Matthew, welcome. 362 00:14:05,307 --> 00:14:08,685 Oh, look, that's fine clothing. 363 00:14:08,768 --> 00:14:09,769 - Thank you. 364 00:14:09,853 --> 00:14:11,229 MARY MOTHER: What do you do? 365 00:14:11,313 --> 00:14:12,272 - I don't, I was-- 366 00:14:12,355 --> 00:14:14,941 - He's a new student; Jesus called him. 367 00:14:15,025 --> 00:14:16,902 - Ah, lovely. 368 00:14:16,985 --> 00:14:19,029 Well, I'm sure you're someone special. 369 00:14:19,112 --> 00:14:21,865 So, was today a very long day? 370 00:14:21,948 --> 00:14:24,034 I saw a lot of people, 371 00:14:24,117 --> 00:14:25,702 Simon told me to come back here. 372 00:14:25,785 --> 00:14:28,246 Do we know when Jesus will be finished? 373 00:14:28,330 --> 00:14:30,332 - We walked from Philippi this morning, 374 00:14:30,415 --> 00:14:32,542 and He hasn't stopped since then. 375 00:14:32,626 --> 00:14:33,793 - Hmm. 376 00:14:33,877 --> 00:14:35,045 He has always been a worker. 377 00:14:35,128 --> 00:14:37,339 He gets that from his father... 378 00:14:37,422 --> 00:14:39,799 both of them, I suppose, hm. 379 00:14:39,883 --> 00:14:43,762 Speaking of work, I see the food. 380 00:14:43,845 --> 00:14:44,971 You all look exhausted. 381 00:14:45,055 --> 00:14:46,264 I'm here to help. 382 00:14:46,348 --> 00:14:48,350 We'll have it ready very, very soon. 383 00:14:50,352 --> 00:14:55,649 [♪ soft music ♪] 384 00:15:06,034 --> 00:15:10,288 ♪ ♪ 385 00:15:10,288 --> 00:15:13,583 [woman softly vocalizes] 386 00:15:21,967 --> 00:15:25,220 ♪ ♪ 387 00:15:36,231 --> 00:15:38,066 SIMON: Andrew, I need a mental break. 388 00:15:39,109 --> 00:15:41,820 Do one of your “meaningless question” games. 389 00:15:41,903 --> 00:15:45,490 - They're not meaningless... they're interesting. 390 00:15:47,284 --> 00:15:50,245 And I've got one I've been thinking about lately. 391 00:15:50,328 --> 00:15:53,081 What would you do for unlimited money? 392 00:15:53,164 --> 00:15:55,792 Or what would you give up 393 00:15:55,875 --> 00:15:58,420 to have all the money you could ever want, 394 00:15:58,503 --> 00:15:59,838 for the rest of your life? 395 00:15:59,921 --> 00:16:00,922 BIG JAMES: Meaning... 396 00:16:01,006 --> 00:16:02,632 would I do something painful? 397 00:16:02,716 --> 00:16:05,135 - Yes, or crazy. 398 00:16:05,218 --> 00:16:07,721 Would you run through the marketplace 399 00:16:07,804 --> 00:16:09,514 with no clothes on, screaming? 400 00:16:09,597 --> 00:16:11,474 THOMAS: Of course not, 401 00:16:11,558 --> 00:16:12,851 I'd be killed by a soldier. 402 00:16:12,934 --> 00:16:15,478 - Plus, it would be immodest, it would be a sin. 403 00:16:15,562 --> 00:16:18,940 - Fine, something that wasn't a sin. 404 00:16:19,024 --> 00:16:20,775 Would you give up your left hand 405 00:16:20,859 --> 00:16:22,944 if you would be rich the rest of your life? 406 00:16:23,028 --> 00:16:26,781 - Maybe not a full hand, but a couple fingers, sure. 407 00:16:26,865 --> 00:16:27,866 - What about love? 408 00:16:29,701 --> 00:16:32,037 Would you give up ever getting married? 409 00:16:32,120 --> 00:16:33,747 - I don't know... 410 00:16:33,830 --> 00:16:36,249 Simon, is it worth it? 411 00:16:36,333 --> 00:16:37,500 - Absolutely, 412 00:16:37,584 --> 00:16:40,503 but you'll never be so lucky to find someone like Eden, 413 00:16:40,587 --> 00:16:43,214 so... take the money. 414 00:16:43,298 --> 00:16:44,591 [laughing] 415 00:16:44,674 --> 00:16:46,843 - I have never had much money my whole life, 416 00:16:46,926 --> 00:16:48,845 and I've been happy. 417 00:16:48,928 --> 00:16:49,971 THOMAS: I don't expect we'll have much money 418 00:16:50,055 --> 00:16:52,015 for as long as we're following Him. 419 00:16:52,098 --> 00:16:56,394 - But you had some money before, yes? 420 00:16:56,478 --> 00:16:59,564 Are you happier now or then? 421 00:16:59,647 --> 00:17:01,941 - Ask Matthew. 422 00:17:02,025 --> 00:17:03,902 - John. 423 00:17:03,985 --> 00:17:04,903 - What? 424 00:17:04,986 --> 00:17:06,654 That was a bad question? 425 00:17:06,738 --> 00:17:07,614 You brought up money. 426 00:17:07,697 --> 00:17:10,283 Matthew's had it; we have not. 427 00:17:10,367 --> 00:17:12,369 - I feel better now, 428 00:17:12,452 --> 00:17:14,829 I don't know if that means happy. 429 00:17:14,913 --> 00:17:17,248 - It's not polite to talk about personal money. 430 00:17:17,332 --> 00:17:18,291 ANDREW: Just a question. 431 00:17:20,627 --> 00:17:22,796 [crickets chirping] 432 00:17:22,879 --> 00:17:25,048 I think about it sometimes... 433 00:17:27,175 --> 00:17:29,469 and then I feel guilty. 434 00:17:29,552 --> 00:17:32,347 - For what? 435 00:17:32,430 --> 00:17:36,142 - For thinking about things I shouldn't, 436 00:17:36,226 --> 00:17:38,436 for wanting things I shouldn't care so much about. 437 00:17:44,567 --> 00:17:48,613 Sometimes, I feel like... 438 00:17:48,696 --> 00:17:53,159 like I'm living someone else's life. 439 00:17:53,243 --> 00:17:55,161 Like... 440 00:17:57,539 --> 00:17:59,332 when I look at myself from the outside... 441 00:18:02,085 --> 00:18:04,045 it doesn't always feel like me. 442 00:18:06,256 --> 00:18:09,050 It feels like someone who's... 443 00:18:09,134 --> 00:18:11,719 trying to live up to the heroes of our history, 444 00:18:14,347 --> 00:18:16,099 like, I have to do something great, 445 00:18:19,060 --> 00:18:20,478 but I know I'm not great. 446 00:18:23,189 --> 00:18:25,984 Know it even more now, being with Him. 447 00:18:27,861 --> 00:18:29,279 - I understand. 448 00:18:30,864 --> 00:18:34,033 I feel like I need to not make anymore mistakes. 449 00:18:35,785 --> 00:18:36,744 - How do you think I felt? 450 00:18:38,288 --> 00:18:41,249 - You must feel that every day, no? 451 00:18:41,332 --> 00:18:43,334 - Not anymore. 452 00:18:43,418 --> 00:18:45,211 He always reassured me, 453 00:18:45,295 --> 00:18:46,963 and God always made me feel like 454 00:18:47,046 --> 00:18:48,882 I shouldn't be burdened. 455 00:18:50,842 --> 00:18:54,137 - So how did you feel when it happened? 456 00:18:54,220 --> 00:18:55,763 - When what happened? 457 00:18:55,847 --> 00:18:58,016 - His birth. 458 00:18:58,099 --> 00:19:00,894 Even before that. 459 00:19:00,977 --> 00:19:03,938 How did you know, when did you know who He was? 460 00:19:06,316 --> 00:19:08,693 - Oh, I don't know. 461 00:19:08,776 --> 00:19:09,736 We're all tired, 462 00:19:09,819 --> 00:19:11,488 do you really want to hear all that? 463 00:19:11,571 --> 00:19:13,823 ALL: Yes!! 464 00:19:13,907 --> 00:19:16,784 - Oh. [chuckling] 465 00:19:16,868 --> 00:19:18,786 Uh, hmm. 466 00:19:18,870 --> 00:19:22,040 Well... 467 00:19:22,123 --> 00:19:23,833 nothing about it was easy, 468 00:19:23,917 --> 00:19:26,336 I can tell you that. 469 00:19:26,419 --> 00:19:29,088 It wasn't in my hometown, 470 00:19:29,172 --> 00:19:31,299 my mother wasn't there, 471 00:19:31,382 --> 00:19:33,802 we had no midwife. 472 00:19:33,885 --> 00:19:36,721 I don't know if I'm ready to give all the details, 473 00:19:36,804 --> 00:19:39,349 maybe some other time. 474 00:19:39,432 --> 00:19:42,477 But I do remember this... 475 00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:45,063 When Joseph handed Him to me, 476 00:19:46,689 --> 00:19:49,025 it was like nothing I expected. 477 00:19:50,693 --> 00:19:53,821 It was like everything I'd heard about having a baby, 478 00:19:53,905 --> 00:19:58,535 but I thought this would be completely different. 479 00:19:58,618 --> 00:20:00,662 - What do you mean? 480 00:20:00,745 --> 00:20:03,706 - I had to clean Him off. 481 00:20:03,790 --> 00:20:05,667 He was covered in, um... 482 00:20:08,002 --> 00:20:11,965 I will be polite; He needed to be cleaned. 483 00:20:15,802 --> 00:20:22,225 And He was cold, and He was crying. 484 00:20:22,308 --> 00:20:27,855 And... He needed my help. 485 00:20:27,939 --> 00:20:29,983 My help... 486 00:20:30,066 --> 00:20:31,651 a teenager from Nazareth. 487 00:20:37,031 --> 00:20:39,659 It actually made me think for just one moment, 488 00:20:41,411 --> 00:20:43,288 “Is this really the Son of God?” 489 00:20:46,499 --> 00:20:47,625 And Joseph later told me 490 00:20:47,709 --> 00:20:49,711 he briefly thought the same thing. 491 00:20:53,923 --> 00:20:56,092 But we knew He was. 492 00:20:59,637 --> 00:21:01,514 I don't know what I expected... 493 00:21:04,767 --> 00:21:07,145 but He was crying and He needed me. 494 00:21:09,397 --> 00:21:11,357 And I wondered how long that would last. 495 00:21:17,405 --> 00:21:19,032 He doesn't need me anymore... 496 00:21:19,115 --> 00:21:21,784 not since we taught Him how to walk and eat. 497 00:21:24,120 --> 00:21:26,706 He hasn't needed me for a long time, I suppose. 498 00:21:30,043 --> 00:21:34,714 And after Joseph passed-- may he rest in peace-- 499 00:21:34,797 --> 00:21:38,051 He grew up even quicker. 500 00:21:38,134 --> 00:21:40,887 And I wish I could say that made me happy. 501 00:21:40,970 --> 00:21:42,180 Of course, as a Jew, 502 00:21:42,263 --> 00:21:44,766 I'm excited to see everything He does for our people, 503 00:21:44,849 --> 00:21:46,684 and I'm proud of Him. 504 00:21:49,854 --> 00:21:53,941 But... as a mom, 505 00:21:56,110 --> 00:21:57,737 [sighs] 506 00:21:57,820 --> 00:21:59,697 it makes me a little sad sometimes. 507 00:22:06,829 --> 00:22:09,248 So, it's good to be with all of you for a bit, 508 00:22:09,332 --> 00:22:12,251 I can find ways to help. 509 00:22:12,335 --> 00:22:14,212 - We'll take it. 510 00:22:18,966 --> 00:22:21,135 - Simon, when you were just with Him, 511 00:22:21,219 --> 00:22:24,097 did it seem it would go for very long? 512 00:22:24,180 --> 00:22:26,099 - It's tough to tell. 513 00:22:26,182 --> 00:22:29,519 The line was dying down, but... 514 00:22:29,602 --> 00:22:33,189 He won't send anyone away anyway, so-- 515 00:22:33,272 --> 00:22:34,399 [blows flame out] 516 00:22:34,482 --> 00:22:35,733 --we'll see. 517 00:22:38,236 --> 00:22:39,487 - I'll go check on them. 518 00:22:41,447 --> 00:22:44,575 [fire crackling] 519 00:22:44,659 --> 00:22:46,452 [crickets chirping] 520 00:22:46,536 --> 00:22:48,287 MARY MOTHER: Can I take your plate? 521 00:22:48,371 --> 00:22:49,580 - Yes, thank you. 522 00:22:52,041 --> 00:22:55,837 [wind blowing] [fire crackling] 523 00:23:00,883 --> 00:23:02,677 - I didn't know He lost His Father. 524 00:23:05,430 --> 00:23:07,348 I lost mine several years ago, 525 00:23:08,933 --> 00:23:10,601 I'll have to ask Him about that. 526 00:23:15,231 --> 00:23:16,774 Has anyone else lost a parent? 527 00:23:19,152 --> 00:23:20,278 - Mm-hmm. 528 00:23:22,196 --> 00:23:23,448 - I'm sorry. 529 00:23:24,782 --> 00:23:26,492 Was it recent? 530 00:23:26,576 --> 00:23:30,455 - No, no, it was when I was a little girl. 531 00:23:30,538 --> 00:23:34,333 - It's painful, I'm sorry. 532 00:23:34,417 --> 00:23:36,002 - Thank you, it was. 533 00:23:38,755 --> 00:23:41,299 I didn't fully understand it right away. 534 00:23:41,382 --> 00:23:48,514 But, eventually, it made me really angry, 535 00:23:48,598 --> 00:23:54,270 and... I left when I was young. 536 00:23:54,353 --> 00:23:55,313 - Left home? 537 00:23:55,396 --> 00:23:58,149 MARY MAGDALENE: Left everything. 538 00:23:58,232 --> 00:24:00,860 Everything. 539 00:24:00,943 --> 00:24:07,867 I, uh... I tried to stop acting like a Jew, 540 00:24:07,950 --> 00:24:12,413 I tried to stop being myself. 541 00:24:12,497 --> 00:24:18,002 And then, later, as some of the people from our town, 542 00:24:18,085 --> 00:24:22,590 including some of you, knew about, 543 00:24:22,673 --> 00:24:24,342 worse things happened. 544 00:24:27,345 --> 00:24:30,848 Most of it is a blur, 545 00:24:30,932 --> 00:24:32,975 but I forgot so much of everything I learned 546 00:24:33,059 --> 00:24:34,227 as a little girl. 547 00:24:36,854 --> 00:24:38,356 - But now you can catch up. 548 00:24:42,527 --> 00:24:43,569 - Yes. 549 00:24:45,154 --> 00:24:46,155 I hope. 550 00:24:47,865 --> 00:24:48,991 With Matthew and Ramah. 551 00:24:51,160 --> 00:24:53,704 You all are so far ahead, 552 00:24:53,788 --> 00:24:56,040 and you're so good at all of this. 553 00:24:56,123 --> 00:24:57,875 We're not as good as you think. 554 00:24:57,959 --> 00:24:59,544 [laughing] 555 00:24:59,627 --> 00:25:01,337 - Yeah, most of us, 556 00:25:01,420 --> 00:25:03,339 but you were the one with your nose in the writings. 557 00:25:03,422 --> 00:25:04,340 Still are. 558 00:25:04,423 --> 00:25:08,302 - Ah, a little; not as good as others. 559 00:25:08,386 --> 00:25:09,720 - Oh, come on, 560 00:25:09,804 --> 00:25:12,515 you can recite half of Torah, if you had to. 561 00:25:12,598 --> 00:25:13,391 - Maybe. 562 00:25:13,474 --> 00:25:15,309 - Maybe, yeah, maybe. 563 00:25:15,393 --> 00:25:17,562 THADDEUS: Still going. 564 00:25:17,645 --> 00:25:19,730 I couldn't do anymore, 565 00:25:19,814 --> 00:25:21,524 but they said they've got it. 566 00:25:24,986 --> 00:25:27,488 - I really want to be a good student. 567 00:25:27,572 --> 00:25:29,532 - I don't think any of us went to bet midrash 568 00:25:29,615 --> 00:25:33,035 or did much study after school. 569 00:25:33,119 --> 00:25:35,746 That's what's so surprising about all this. 570 00:25:35,830 --> 00:25:37,707 Thomas, did you? 571 00:25:37,790 --> 00:25:39,375 - No, I was in the family business 572 00:25:39,458 --> 00:25:42,169 the day after I graduated. 573 00:25:42,253 --> 00:25:43,379 Thirteen years old, 574 00:25:43,462 --> 00:25:46,716 and I was preparing and serving food at weddings, 575 00:25:46,799 --> 00:25:49,468 I was not a student at all, believe me. 576 00:25:49,552 --> 00:25:52,513 - I wasn't even good at praying until recently, 577 00:25:52,597 --> 00:25:54,181 I would get bored with it. 578 00:25:54,265 --> 00:25:57,184 You know, the same thing over and over. 579 00:25:57,268 --> 00:26:00,104 I learned to love it as I got older. 580 00:26:00,187 --> 00:26:02,315 - I wasn't great at any of it when I was a student. 581 00:26:02,398 --> 00:26:05,359 - I wasn't, either, I didn't like all the rules. 582 00:26:05,443 --> 00:26:07,612 - I never struggled with it. 583 00:26:07,695 --> 00:26:08,738 I do what I'm told. 584 00:26:08,821 --> 00:26:10,907 - Yes, I'm the same, 585 00:26:10,990 --> 00:26:13,326 I've always been a rule follower. 586 00:26:13,409 --> 00:26:16,037 - I've always loved the history, the stories, 587 00:26:16,120 --> 00:26:18,331 so I've always loved the rules, too. 588 00:26:22,627 --> 00:26:23,669 - Simon? 589 00:26:26,380 --> 00:26:27,465 - I've had my moments. 590 00:26:27,548 --> 00:26:31,969 [laughing] 591 00:26:32,053 --> 00:26:35,848 - One time when my parents were asleep, 592 00:26:35,932 --> 00:26:40,770 I had meat with cheese, just to see what I was missing. 593 00:26:40,853 --> 00:26:41,854 Have you ever done that? 594 00:26:41,938 --> 00:26:43,981 - No, I'd feel too guilty. 595 00:26:44,065 --> 00:26:45,775 - You feel guilty about everything. 596 00:26:45,858 --> 00:26:46,859 Right after you were born, 597 00:26:46,943 --> 00:26:49,570 you said sorry to Eema for causing her pain. 598 00:26:49,654 --> 00:26:51,280 THOMAS: Forget the guilt, 599 00:26:51,364 --> 00:26:52,990 I was sick for days. 600 00:26:53,074 --> 00:26:55,451 I haven't violated a single food rule since. 601 00:26:55,534 --> 00:26:57,244 - I tried pork once. 602 00:26:57,328 --> 00:26:58,537 - How? 603 00:26:58,621 --> 00:27:01,624 - We were traveling and we were in a Gentile marketplace, 604 00:27:01,707 --> 00:27:03,626 and I just grabbed a piece. 605 00:27:03,709 --> 00:27:05,044 - Really. 606 00:27:05,127 --> 00:27:06,420 - Ah, it was marvelous. 607 00:27:06,504 --> 00:27:08,422 [laughing] 608 00:27:08,506 --> 00:27:10,132 - One time, on the boats, 609 00:27:10,216 --> 00:27:12,718 we were approaching a Shabbat sunset. 610 00:27:12,802 --> 00:27:15,346 Abba and John had finished their tasks, 611 00:27:15,429 --> 00:27:17,974 and I still had to put my fish in the barrels 612 00:27:18,057 --> 00:27:19,141 because I had so many. 613 00:27:19,225 --> 00:27:21,143 - No, it was because you were going too slow, 614 00:27:21,227 --> 00:27:22,186 because you're too careful. 615 00:27:22,269 --> 00:27:24,188 - No, it was because I had so many... 616 00:27:24,271 --> 00:27:25,606 - Okay. 617 00:27:25,690 --> 00:27:28,567 - So, you have to put them away, obviously, 618 00:27:28,651 --> 00:27:29,652 before the sun sets, 619 00:27:29,735 --> 00:27:30,945 or they'll rot the next day, 620 00:27:31,028 --> 00:27:32,446 and you can't clean them during Shabbat. 621 00:27:32,446 --> 00:27:34,490 So, I started yelling to the others, 622 00:27:34,573 --> 00:27:37,284 "Hey, come on, help me." 623 00:27:37,368 --> 00:27:38,494 No. 624 00:27:38,577 --> 00:27:41,163 They just laughed at me and walked home. 625 00:27:41,247 --> 00:27:43,874 And I had to work so hard and so fast, 626 00:27:43,958 --> 00:27:45,543 I ended up spilling some of the fish 627 00:27:45,626 --> 00:27:46,711 back in the water. 628 00:27:46,794 --> 00:27:50,881 But I finished, just in time. 629 00:27:50,965 --> 00:27:55,094 And I was breathing so hard, I vomited on the shore. 630 00:27:55,177 --> 00:27:56,387 JOHN: He had to wait two whole days 631 00:27:56,470 --> 00:27:57,638 to clean it up. 632 00:27:59,098 --> 00:28:00,307 Oh, um, sorry. 633 00:28:00,391 --> 00:28:02,351 [chuckling] 634 00:28:02,435 --> 00:28:04,603 - I've grown to love being Jewish, 635 00:28:04,687 --> 00:28:06,814 and I've grown to love following the Law, 636 00:28:06,897 --> 00:28:09,275 but it can be exhausting. 637 00:28:09,358 --> 00:28:10,985 - Following the Law or being Jewish? 638 00:28:11,068 --> 00:28:12,528 ANDREW: Both. 639 00:28:12,611 --> 00:28:14,530 BIG JAMES: It always has been. 640 00:28:14,613 --> 00:28:16,949 Even before the occupation. 641 00:28:17,033 --> 00:28:20,161 MARY MAGDALENE: Yes, but aren't we used to it by now? 642 00:28:20,244 --> 00:28:21,787 Hasn't it made us stronger? 643 00:28:23,789 --> 00:28:25,416 THOMAS: I don't get it, if I'm honest. 644 00:28:27,710 --> 00:28:30,004 I don't know why God has allowed the occupation. 645 00:28:32,882 --> 00:28:36,135 I'll have to ask Him more about that... 646 00:28:36,218 --> 00:28:38,596 why this has been allowed for so long. 647 00:28:42,933 --> 00:28:45,686 It's hard to feel like "the chosen people." 648 00:28:45,770 --> 00:28:47,605 - I've been there. 649 00:28:47,688 --> 00:28:50,191 - But it's all worth it now, yes? 650 00:28:51,776 --> 00:28:52,943 The wait is over. 651 00:28:54,195 --> 00:28:57,615 [wind blowing] [fire crackling] 652 00:28:57,698 --> 00:28:59,283 [owl hoots] 653 00:29:06,665 --> 00:29:07,750 - What about you? 654 00:29:10,377 --> 00:29:12,213 - What do you mean? 655 00:29:12,296 --> 00:29:16,008 - Has it been difficult for you all this time? 656 00:29:16,092 --> 00:29:19,136 The occupation, following Jewish Law? 657 00:29:19,220 --> 00:29:22,556 - My life has not been easy. 658 00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:24,433 SIMON: Oh, it hasn't? 659 00:29:24,517 --> 00:29:27,311 What was more painful for you: 660 00:29:27,394 --> 00:29:29,855 escaping Roman persecution by working for them, 661 00:29:29,939 --> 00:29:33,192 or escaping your guilt with all the money? 662 00:29:33,275 --> 00:29:35,653 And now you're catching up on Torah 663 00:29:35,736 --> 00:29:37,446 and wanting to follow the Law? 664 00:29:37,530 --> 00:29:38,864 Why now, all of a sudden? 665 00:29:38,948 --> 00:29:41,075 Why not all the other times you had the chance? 666 00:29:41,158 --> 00:29:42,034 - Simon. 667 00:29:42,118 --> 00:29:43,619 - No, no, John, I want to know. 668 00:29:43,702 --> 00:29:45,329 Mary had horrible trauma, 669 00:29:45,412 --> 00:29:48,499 she didn't choose all that happened to her. 670 00:29:48,582 --> 00:29:49,792 What's your excuse? 671 00:29:51,544 --> 00:29:53,337 - What do you want me to say? 672 00:29:53,420 --> 00:29:55,506 I don't know what you want from me. 673 00:29:55,589 --> 00:29:57,049 - An apology. 674 00:29:57,133 --> 00:29:58,509 - What? 675 00:29:59,844 --> 00:30:01,720 - Simon's not wrong. 676 00:30:01,804 --> 00:30:05,933 He could be more... delicate about it, but... 677 00:30:06,016 --> 00:30:09,395 you did choose to work for them, 678 00:30:09,478 --> 00:30:12,690 and you made my life even harder than it already was, 679 00:30:12,773 --> 00:30:14,275 and you haven't apologized. 680 00:30:16,944 --> 00:30:17,820 SIMON: No, no, don't say it, 681 00:30:17,903 --> 00:30:18,988 I don't want you to apologize, 682 00:30:19,071 --> 00:30:19,947 it doesn't matter. 683 00:30:20,030 --> 00:30:21,365 What will hearing him say "sorry" do? 684 00:30:21,448 --> 00:30:22,575 I won't forgive it anyway. 685 00:30:22,658 --> 00:30:24,994 - What keeps putting you in authority? 686 00:30:25,077 --> 00:30:26,954 Who are you to forgive or not to forgive? 687 00:30:27,037 --> 00:30:27,872 - What, you're on his side? 688 00:30:27,955 --> 00:30:28,831 - No, of course not, 689 00:30:28,914 --> 00:30:30,749 but you've had your problems too! 690 00:30:30,833 --> 00:30:33,210 What about apologizing for what you almost did to us 691 00:30:33,294 --> 00:30:34,211 with the Romans? 692 00:30:34,295 --> 00:30:35,713 SIMON: I didn't go through with it! 693 00:30:35,796 --> 00:30:37,506 I was trying to save my family's life, 694 00:30:37,590 --> 00:30:39,091 and I love you, John, 695 00:30:39,175 --> 00:30:41,010 but that's not something you have to worry about 696 00:30:41,093 --> 00:30:43,929 when Zeb and Salome are looking out for you. 697 00:30:44,013 --> 00:30:46,140 But you put me in a desperate position 698 00:30:46,223 --> 00:30:48,934 where I did things I would never have done otherwise, 699 00:30:49,018 --> 00:30:49,977 and I've repented for them. 700 00:30:50,060 --> 00:30:51,604 And John and James, I am sorry, 701 00:30:51,687 --> 00:30:53,147 but I didn't go through with it! 702 00:30:54,982 --> 00:30:56,233 THOMAS: What is your excuse? 703 00:30:57,776 --> 00:30:59,028 I was a successful businessman, 704 00:30:59,111 --> 00:31:00,321 and yet I was always behind. 705 00:31:00,404 --> 00:31:01,488 - He wasn't your tax collector. 706 00:31:01,572 --> 00:31:03,282 Quit defending him; I want an answer! 707 00:31:03,365 --> 00:31:04,992 - Hey! You're new. 708 00:31:07,661 --> 00:31:09,121 SIMON: Do you even know what it's like 709 00:31:09,205 --> 00:31:11,165 to be Jewish? 710 00:31:11,248 --> 00:31:14,126 To suffer for centuries and centuries because of it, 711 00:31:14,210 --> 00:31:16,587 but to still commit to it? 712 00:31:16,670 --> 00:31:17,713 To protect our heritage, 713 00:31:17,796 --> 00:31:19,882 even though it never stops being painful? 714 00:31:19,965 --> 00:31:22,009 Because the one comfort we have 715 00:31:22,092 --> 00:31:24,261 is to know that we're doing it together, 716 00:31:24,345 --> 00:31:26,513 that we're all suffering together. 717 00:31:26,597 --> 00:31:29,516 But if we just wait a little longer, 718 00:31:29,600 --> 00:31:31,602 if we hold tight just a little more, 719 00:31:31,685 --> 00:31:32,603 we'll have rescue, 720 00:31:32,686 --> 00:31:35,231 because we're chosen, all of us. 721 00:31:35,314 --> 00:31:38,692 And you betrayed that, and you spit on it! 722 00:31:38,776 --> 00:31:39,777 I can't forgive it! 723 00:31:39,860 --> 00:31:40,861 I'll never forgive it! 724 00:31:40,945 --> 00:31:42,404 BIG JAMES: All right! 725 00:31:42,488 --> 00:31:45,699 You've said what you needed to say. 726 00:31:45,783 --> 00:31:46,867 Sit down, Simon. 727 00:31:46,951 --> 00:31:48,869 - You sit down first! 728 00:31:52,289 --> 00:31:55,417 [approaching footsteps] 729 00:32:12,685 --> 00:32:13,686 [wearily] - Good night. 730 00:32:30,536 --> 00:32:33,956 [shaky, painful breathing] 731 00:32:36,709 --> 00:32:37,793 Ugh! 732 00:32:49,972 --> 00:32:51,849 Oh, Eema. 733 00:32:53,267 --> 00:32:55,019 Thank you. 734 00:32:55,102 --> 00:32:59,690 [woman vocalizing] 735 00:33:14,413 --> 00:33:16,040 [trickling water] 736 00:33:17,666 --> 00:33:20,419 [shaky breathing] 737 00:33:23,839 --> 00:33:27,593 ♪ ♪ 738 00:33:31,722 --> 00:33:33,223 [trickling water] 739 00:33:43,400 --> 00:33:44,610 MARY MOTHER: [whispering] You've got blood on your hands. 740 00:33:49,490 --> 00:33:51,158 One more. 741 00:33:51,241 --> 00:33:52,659 There we go. 742 00:33:52,743 --> 00:33:53,702 - I'm a mess. 743 00:33:53,786 --> 00:33:55,329 [chuckles] 744 00:33:55,412 --> 00:33:56,205 Good? 745 00:33:56,288 --> 00:33:58,290 - Good. 746 00:33:58,374 --> 00:34:00,959 [kiss] What would I do without you, Eema. 747 00:34:02,878 --> 00:34:03,796 - Now, get some sleep. 748 00:34:03,879 --> 00:34:05,297 - Okay. 749 00:34:05,381 --> 00:34:06,507 I'm so tired. 750 00:34:10,677 --> 00:34:13,680 Oh. [shuddered breaths] 751 00:34:17,101 --> 00:34:20,187 Blessed are You, Lord our God, 752 00:34:20,270 --> 00:34:22,606 King of the Universe, 753 00:34:22,689 --> 00:34:25,526 who brings sleep to My eyes, 754 00:34:25,609 --> 00:34:28,737 and slumber to My eyelids. 755 00:34:28,821 --> 00:34:32,699 May it be Your will, Lord My God, 756 00:34:32,783 --> 00:34:35,327 and God of My ancestors, 757 00:34:35,411 --> 00:34:38,080 that I lie down in peace, 758 00:34:38,163 --> 00:34:40,249 and that I arise in peace. 759 00:34:42,000 --> 00:34:43,710 [wind blowing] [fire crackling] 760 00:34:43,794 --> 00:34:45,921 [crickets chirping]